[Hook]
Vape in my hand, tryna ease my mind
So fucked up I cannot tell the time
Just tryna smoke the pain away
I'm just tryna see another day
I breathe in, smoke comes out
Feeling like I've got no hope now
I smoke the pain away
If I down on my luck, probably catch me chilling with a vape
A vape, I'm just tryna smoke the pain away
Tryna ease my mind, tryna see what I can find
Don't wanna hurt no more, so I hit the vape when I hit the door
Tryna ease my mind, but the vape's the only thing I can find
[Verse 1]
Fuck the fake friends, fuck the fake love
Where was y'all at when I was down on my luck?
Just tryna escape the pain
Just needed to leave my brain for a second, for a hot minute
Ain't losing nigga, but I sure ain't winnin'
This ain't Burger King I ain't havin' it my way
Tryna figure out ways to stay strong today
Slowly feeling like I'm losing control
Two different things from my heart and my soul
That's a mismatch
Tryna have somebody hold one 'fore I have an attack!
911 resuscitate, gotta be careful when you self medicate
Need to meditate, but, the pain thinks the vape is the only way
[Hook]
Vape in my hand, tryna ease my mind
So fucked up I cannot tell the time
Just tryna smoke the pain away
I'm just tryna see another day
I breathe in, smoke comes out
Feeling like I've got no hope now
I smoke the pain away
If I down on my luck, probably catch me chilling with a vape
A vape, I'm just tryna smoke the pain away
Tryna ease my mind, tryna see what I can find
Don't wanna hurt no more, so I hit the vape when I hit the door
Tryna ease my mind, but the vape's the only thing I can find
[Verse 2]
Round 2, nigga what you tryna do?
Hit the vape, no escape, tryna chill in some bape, yea
Gotta monkey on my back like Kodak
Just tryna have a million dollars in the CashApp
Smoke open my mind up, tryna figure out where is all of the love?
Right now I guess I put all of my love in the vape
Tryna heal my heart, nigga no tape
I hear all of the pain like surround sound
Tryna get up like, nigga man down
Speak up for myself, want a lot of wealth
But I gotta take care of my health yea
The vape make my chest hurt
But I treat the vape like a homeless shelter
Run to it when I'm in need
'Cause I can't run to another human, get on my knees
[Hook]
Vape in my hand, tryna ease my mind
So fucked up I cannot tell the time
Just tryna smoke the pain away
I'm just tryna see another day
I breathe in, smoke comes out
Feeling like I've got no hope now
I smoke the pain away
If I down on my luck, probably catch me chilling with a vape
A vape, I'm just tryna smoke the pain away
Tryna ease my mind, tryna see what I can find
Don't wanna hurt no more, so I hit the vape when I hit the door
Tryna ease my mind, but the vape's the only thing I can find
credits
released February 4, 2019
PROD. BY MONEYATMIDNIGHT
